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Sunday, October 31, 2010

Reflections on Ephesians 1.1-14

October 31, 2010
Seattle Mennonite Church

The writer Anne Lamott has said that she has two basic prayers in her simple Christianity.  “Help, help, help” and “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”  The scripture for our worship today, Ephesians 1.1-14 falls into the latter category.  It is the scriptural expression of our worship theme, that God’s good gifts to us inspire our praise.

As with any text, there are dozens of sides and shapes that make up this scripture both in its time and in our time, but today I want us to learn and remember two things about these first fourteen verses of Ephesians.

First, written into this passage is a certain understanding of the universe, a cosmology.  It has something to say about space and time.  In the world of the first century, the earth was considered to be the center of the universe with sun, stars, and planets revolving around it and layers of different substances – of death and decay and also fire and air – surrounded the earth.

The writer of Ephesians works within this cosmology – notice how he talks about the heavenly places in verse 3 and also heaven and earth in verse 10.  But the writer also transcends this cosmology.  God chose us not in and through the world but before the foundation of the world.  Before earth or heaven or the big bang or the creation of light and dark.  And again in verse ten, God will gather all things into Godself in the fullness of time.

This is an expansive vision of the universe as God’s body.  This is a comprehensive vision of God’s redemption and salvation, subverting the dualisms of the world into a greater wholeness.  These early Christians in first-century Asia Minor were a minority, but here is a vision that embraces all things, the entire creation in the divine plan with Christians at the center because they belonged to the risen Lord.

And second, this passage is a eulogy.  We most often think of eulogies in the context of a funeral, a tribute to somebody who has recently died.  But a eulogy is also a speech or piece of writing that praises somebody or something very highly.  This is a eulogy to God.  Verse 3 – blessed be the God who has blessed us with spiritual blessings; verse 4 – God has chosen us; verse 5 – God has destined us as God’s children and so on… freely bestowing grace, offering forgiveness, lavishing upon us riches.

In the original Greek, verses 3-14 are one sentence in poetic style.  This is not dogma or instruction that explains exactly what to think or feel.  This is not the time or place where we figure out exactly what forgiveness and redemption and salvation mean.  Instead, this is the time and place where we rejoice that we are indeed forgiven, redeemed, and saved. God is worthy of such high praise for all that God has done for us, embracing us in a divine cosmology.  These words give us images and themes that suggest God’s intimate and ongoing involvement in our world.  We are God’s own people.

And our response is, and appropriately so, “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Pouring

October 17, 2010
Seattle Mennonite Church
Joel 2.23-32

Have you ever been caught in a downpour?

I don’t mean the drizzle that passes for rain here in Seattle, those dry rains for which the natives don’t even pull out their umbrellas.  I mean downpour – stop the car on the highway because you can’t see through the sheets of water rain.  Soaked to the bone in two seconds flat rain.  Thunderstorms sweeping over the Rocky Mountains and out onto the wide open plains rain.  Knock you out of your normal, maybe there’s a reason humans talk so much about the weather rain.  Restore the land in one afternoon after months of drought rain?  Last summer there was one weekend in July when the rains came to my dad’s farm in south central Kansas.  Three days it rained, and it saved the corn.  A $50,000 rain, he said.

Have you ever been caught in a downpour?

The book of Joel is an overlooked part of our sacred scripture that offers a grand vision.  Joel is a minor prophet, stuck between Hosea and Amos, one of those books that is hard to find when you’re looking for its three chapters within the 1,189 chapters of the Bible.  But it’s an amazing book.  In three short chapters Joel tells the human story of despair and repair, a story of desolation and restoration, a story we all know, one of drought and rain.  By the end of chapter two, which we have heard from today, the people, the Israelites, had already been through drought, famine, and locust invasions.  The country was in ruins.  And in the midst of the struggle there was a clear call for repentance and prayer.   And in the midst of the repentance and prayer there was a merciful response from God.  Our scripture today tells of fertility restored to the ground, fruit trees bearing abundant fruit, threshing floors and wine vats filled once again, and abundant covenant blessings.  And it doesn’t stop there, doesn’t stop with material restoration, for after the land is healed, so are the people.  The text says:

I will pour out my spirit on all flesh.
Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy.
Your old men shall dream dreams.
And your young men shall see visions.
Even on the male and female slaves in those days I will pour out my spirit.

Ahh – it’s a grand vision, an Anabaptist vision – this is that the church can be.

The three-week worship series we begin today on empowering God’s people starts right here in Joel chapter 2 with the creative love of God generously giving gifts to all.  God fills us, empowers us to follow Jesus in our words and deeds and to use our gifts in service to the church.  This text from Joel, echoed later in the Pentecost story of Acts 2 is a timeless passage that captures a key message from the biblical tradition.

All flesh, all God’s people have a role.  Everyone in the congregation is a leader in their own way – prophesying, dreaming dreams, seeing visions.  No matter who you are or where you are on life’s journey, God calls you followers of Jesus to a vocation of faith, to a ministry in this world.  By virtue of God’s spirit pouring over us, no matter our station in life, no matter our age, race, housing status, or sexual orientation, we are gifted to minister.

Oh it’s a grand vision.

And then there’s what we really are.  We are busy. We are tired.  We are weary. And our dreams are restless.  And the visions do not come.

JENNIFER DELANTY: I am exhausted. I am so tired.  I just want to sit down.  I just need to rest.  This past week was so stressful at work and now half the weekend is already behind me.  Everything I pushed off ‘til the weekend to get done  around the house still isn’t finished, and I’ve gotta go back to work tomorrow.  All the bills, housework and laundry are piling up and it didn’t help that I had to spend a few hours in the office yesterday just to keep up with the dozens of files sitting on my desk.  (phew!)

We barely got here to church on time this morning.  Motivating the kids to leave their warm beds and get up as they have to do during the school week is a challenge.  I try to let them sleep a little longer; no matter how early I get them up, we still scramble to get properly dressed and eat breakfast so we can early enough to allow 30 minutes to get to church.  Usually we leave with only 15-20 minutes to spare, though, including today.  Tamping down their grumpiness and disagreements sure zaps my limited energy.  The dreary rain and overcast skies didn’t help, either; I wanted to stay in bed, too.

But here we are, and I’m glad we’re here.  But I’m just so tired!  Would anyone think less of me if I just sat here and did nothing but rest?  Would anyone fault me for coming to church just so I can have one hour out of the week away from the demands of work, home, marriage and parenting?  Is it OK to just be?  Most of my life feels like I’m a human doing in lieu of a human being.  I’m not trying to have a pity party, I’m just so exhausted and overwhelmed by all the demands!

Goodness, tears are falling out of my eyes.  I am so glad I’m here.  I need this place of quiet rest, near to the heart of God.  Help me find Your center, dear Lord, blanket me with Your peace.  Help me calm down and just be, here and now.

Have you ever been caught in a downpour?  I don’t mean the irritation that comes with one bad day; I mean a downpour: the struggle of having too many things to do for the time you have; chronic unemployment and question of your own worth; mental health struggles that the world doesn’t understand; managing kids and a job and a family and church responsibilities all in the space of one life.  How many of us have been there?  How many of us are there?  How many of us will be there again.

The great teacher and preacher Barbara Brown Taylor explains.  “Affirming the ministry of every baptized Christian is not an idea that appeals to many… people these days.  It sounds like more work, and most… have all the work they can do.  It sounds like more responsibility, while most… are staggering under loads that are already too heavy.”  She tells a short story: “I will never forget the woman who listened to my speech on the ministry of [all God’s people] and said, ‘I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be that important.’”  (The Preaching Life)

Joel’s potent call to the ministry and leadership of all of God’s people can feel more like a burden than a blessing.

Unless, unless the calling is less being and doing than we realize.

One of my teenage summers, my family was on our regular vacation from Kansas to Beaver Lake in northwest Arkansas.  We had been out on a boat in the water when the thunderclouds that had been forming in the west swept over that Ozarks lake and caught us in a downpour.  We made our way as fast as we could to the dock, and my dad navigated us into the covered boat slip.  We were safe from the downpour, sheltered under the symphony that rain makes on a tin roof.  What happened next shocked my teenage self.  Instead of taking off his life jacket and hurrying toward the cabin like the rest of us, my dad hopped out of the boat, took three running steps and leapt into the lake, downpour and all.

Barbara Brown Taylor continues: “Like many of those who sit beside her at church, she hears the invitation as an invitation to do more – to lead the every member canvass, or cook supper for the homeless, or teach vacation church school. Or she hears the invitation to ministry as an invitation to be more – to be more generous, more loving, more religious.”  …  “No one has ever introduced her to the idea that her ministry might involve being just who she already is and doing just what she already does, with one difference: namely, that she understands herself to be God’s person in and for [God’s] world.”

I will pour out my spirit on all flesh.
Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy.
Your old men shall dream dreams.
And your young men shall see visions.
Even on the male and female slaves in those days I will pour out my spirit.

This one verse, Joel 2.28, despite what our active, busy minds might hear most, is less about doing, less about being, and more about pouring.  The phrase “I will pour out my spirit” bookends our call; twice God says, I will pour out my spirit onto you.  The text invites us to stay a while in the creative, generous abundance of God, to not move too quickly to the prophesying and dreaming.

Just in being who you are, you are leaders, you are ministers, you are channels of the spirit of God.  The call is not a call to do more.  It is not a call to be more.  It is a call to name and claim what you are already doing as God’s.  To see God pouring her abundant gifts onto her people.  To see that you, people of God, have been caught in a downpour.

So I invite you to stay a while in the pouring of the spirit.  And I invite you to return to it over and over again.  Let it fall upon you and drench you in two seconds flat.  Let it repair and restore you.  Take three steps from under your tin roof…  See yourself, at least in your best moments, as God’s person and not your own.

Have you ever been caught in a downpour?

When a spare moment comes to you sitting at your desk, riding the bus, searching for a job, wrestling with addiction, sitting with your family, remember you are God’s person.  And let the spirit pour.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

What Do You See?

Thursday night I hopped on my bike to ride the approximately six miles home from Lake City to Crown Hill, from northeast to northwest Seattle.  It was about 10 p.m. and the Pastoral Care Team meeting at Seattle Mennonite Church had ended in time for me to finish up Sunday's worship order, send out an announcement for the "communicator" and gather up my sermon materials for writing and editing the next day.  I've come to appreciate these night rides, when the traffic is light and the city is peaceful. 

I pulled out of the courtyard onto 125th, and while I was waiting at the light to turn left onto Lake City Way, I noticed three teenage boys standing around a middle-age woman off of the corner between the bus stop and the ATM.  I looked again and realized I had met the woman before, either at the drop-in or on the street.  I looked again and realized, as the three boys walked away, that a transaction had just happened. 

There's a man who I've come to know over the last few years of being around the church.  He's a big man, sometimes loud and intimidating, sometimes overbearing and in my bubble space, sometimes charismatic and generally friendly.  In our conversations, "Dan" will occasionally mention that he saw me the other day.  Then he'll add, "But you didn't see me."  He's right.  I didn't see him.  And because I didn't see him, I couldn't see him.  Occasionally he'll go on to say, "We're everywhere.  Do you see us?" 

So much depends on where we look and how we look. 

Outside the Greenwood library the other day there were two people, a man and a woman smoking.  I passed by them and smelled alcohol from about ten feet away.  My instinct, my gut reaction was to look away, to pretend like I didn't see, to go on with my business, and to forget they were there.  To walk past the lingering smell into fresh, pure air and to forget about their second hand clothes.  To cycle comfortably on into my own privilege, my small and heated apartment, my meaningful work.  To never be changed and formed, to never be disrupted.  

I'm six and a half weeks into my year as a Mennonite pastor.  Each week I see something new.  Of course there are the worship experiences, the meetings, the joyous time with our youth, the visioning and listening and accompanying tasks of the pastor.  But my true formation as a person of God is wrapped somehow into the transaction Thursday night off the corner of 125th and Lake City Way.  I'm not sure what that means yet, but the question persists: what do you see?